I really wanted the Gold Series, but couldn't bring myself to spend the money, so I went with a similar look with a smaller price tag.
When I got the planner (which is super cute btw), I told myself I was going to fill it with an amazing year. I have spent the last few years with my life revolving around getting pregnant and after 3.5 years and 6 failed IVFs, among other things, I'm over it. It's time to live my life. So, it has been my mission to start planning fun stuff for the year. I bought tickets to see Fall Out Boy and Paramore with my husband and siblings in June (Pit tickets like I think I'm 22 again!), I'm planning a game night with my cousins, a trip to see my in-laws in Florida, a trip to Boston to visit a friend, movie dates (with my husband and girlfriends), Yankees tickets for my stepdad's bday, and that's just my ideas so far! Trying to have a baby, when it's not working, is very tiring. I'm excited about my year of fun ahead! Hopefully, we'll even get out of the country at least once. Either way, I know it's going to be an amazing year.
Gosh, I just found you and I love this post.... I have been living an unexpected life too. I haven't dealt with the same struggles you have.... but I know what it's like to suffer the loss of a life you thought you had (or thought you were going to have).
ReplyDeleteBut it sounds like you are on your way to living a full, happy, life anyway. I love this. That's what I am working on too. I still have my moments when it's hard, but there is happiness and love and beauty and fulfillment. It's just a matter of redefining it a little bit.
Thank you for reminding me of this. I think your blog and your attitude is inspiring.
So glad I found you!
Thank you Jacy! I totally agree that there are still hard moments, but here's to focusing on the happy ones!
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